The Fading Glow

2010-07-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

I don't know if I'm really getting better or am I just getting used to the pain.

2010-07-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

It's always you, and someone else.

2010-07-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes I have the strangest feeling about you. Especially when you are near me as you are now. It feels as though I have a string tied here under my left rib where my heart is, tightly knotted to you in a similar fashion. And when you go, with all that distance between us, I am afraid that this cord will be snapped, and I shall bleed inwardly."

- Charlotte Brontë by Jane Eyre

2010-07-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

I just wanna be happy tonight.

2010-07-21T22:37:00.003+08:00

And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt and once again I become numb to the world.

2010-07-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

You know what, I don't know. Maybe there's something wrong with me. Because it's not natural, it's not womanly, maybe I am cold and heartless and dead inside.

2010-07-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Most of the times, I wish with all my heart that I can be someone who takes in all the good and bad, and still love you without any change in spite of it. That I can truly love you for who you are. It's impossible that we won't be unhappy, but I wish that my love can make me someone who's more selfless. Instead of dwelling on my own emotions, to be more accepting.

But sometimes, my love just isn't enough.

2010-07-18T17:00:00.003+08:00

"The silence drew off, baring the pebbles and shells and all the tatty wreckage of my life.. then it gathered itself, and in one sweeping tide, rushed me to sleep."

- Sylvia Plath

One of my most favourite women on earth.